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Post by Ferris mab Eideann on Feb 4, 2010 12:14:54 GMT -5
I nodded my head in agreement. "And if you're the only one, there's no one to demand your time, or watch your reaction. There's just you and the quiet."
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Post by Marie Legard on Feb 4, 2010 15:54:23 GMT -5
His words described it perfectly. "Oh yes, that's just it," I said, looking up at him again and smiling. "You get to finally be yourself and not who everyone else thinks you are supposed to be, even if it's for just a few moments."
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Post by Ferris mab Eideann on Feb 4, 2010 16:30:57 GMT -5
"Who do people think you're supposed to be?" I asked, my voice soft. I knew that the question would probably cause her smile to dim and as much as I didn't want that, I could tell that she needed to talk about it.
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Post by Marie Legard on Feb 4, 2010 19:10:21 GMT -5
His question caught me by surprise. For all that it was the natural one, it was so candid.
And yet, I found myself answering in a soft voice.
"A good daughter and sister who gives her life and future to tending her father and brothers," I told him, looking away and down, my hair shading my face some.
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Post by Ferris mab Eideann on Feb 5, 2010 13:35:08 GMT -5
She hid her face as if ashamed. I knew the feeling only too well. Wanting more than just your duty, but knowing it came first. "They are fools not to see that you can be more. I've just met you and already I can see that you can be so much more. If you wished."
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Post by Marie Legard on Feb 5, 2010 13:49:37 GMT -5
Again his words surprised me and I looked up, meeting his eyes. For just an instant I feared he was mocking me, or humoring me, he wouldn’t have been the first to do either.
He was doing neither though. There was understanding and truth in his eyes.
My throat felt tight at the emotions that filled me. “Thank you,” I managed. My fingers tightened on his arm without me thinking about it.
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Post by Ferris mab Eideann on Feb 6, 2010 1:55:02 GMT -5
I nodded my acknowledgment to her thanks as her gaze held mine, and we continued down the street. If there was one lesson I had learned since my father died, it was when not to ruin a moment with words. And what we had just shared certainly qualified as a moment. Perfect understanding between two strangers. It was something out of the old stories.
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Post by Marie Legard on Feb 6, 2010 16:28:14 GMT -5
The silence between us was comfortable in a way I had never really experienced before, and it was lovely.
I hated to ruin it, but eventually I had to speak. “It’s just around the corner there,” I told him softly and with a smile.
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Post by Ferris mab Eideann on Feb 8, 2010 1:19:52 GMT -5
"Wonderful," I replied, my voice just as soft as hers as I guided her where she said. I looked at her for a moment and smiled before tearing my gaze away to take in the street. "That must be it. The Black Boar."
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Post by Marie Legard on Feb 8, 2010 1:25:56 GMT -5
He looked at me and smiled and I felt a weird and wonderful tightening in my chest.
"Yes, that's it," I said, nodding slightly. I felt a sudden unwillingness to go inside with him. I knew the place would be crowded, it always seemed to be from the outside, and I was so enjoying being almost alone with him. I hid my reluctance though, not wanting to ruin this even a little.
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Post by Ferris mab Eideann on Feb 8, 2010 13:07:43 GMT -5
We approached, and I knew immediately that I would feel at home in there, just from the quality of sound filtering out from inside. I didn't let my guard down, but there was certainly a little knot of tension between my shoulders that eased as I held the door open for her.
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