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Post by Maric du Verais on Jun 27, 2009 22:16:56 GMT -5
She kissed me back with one could only declare as enthusiasm and I had to supress the moan that rose in my throat. It wasn't hard to do after the carriage turned and Lilli pulled back.
Gods her face, the blush in her cheeks. I did groan then and flew backway, slumping against the seat.
"Elua!" I breathed out before turning back toward her. "How is it that you can be so beautiful?" I asked as I looked at her, my hand going up to cup her face, my fingers touching her hair line with a whispered brush. "Talk about infuriating. You do realize what you've done to me?" First of all I was hardening quickly, despite my attempt at not letting it happen. Secondly, I was quickly coming undone by Lilli and I was afraid at how embroiled I was in her. I had crossed her off my list, told myself to not even bother, yet despite all I told myself I was loosing myself bit by bit.
"Tell me that this isn't it, tell me that you'll give me a chance. I'm not asking for anything, or assuming anything. I just..." I sighed a little as I looked at her. "Just don't discount me."
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Lillianne Prévost
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Post by Lillianne Prévost on Jun 28, 2009 19:30:47 GMT -5
My fingers came up to brush against my still tingling lips. I had no doubt that they were swollen from our kisses. I shook my head at his words. There was no way I was going to forget this night. And I had a feeling that everytime I remembered, I would blush. I would only be trying to fool myself to discount him now, as he put it.
"I won't. And I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make things... difficult," I said, changing what I had been going to say at the last minute to try to skip any innuendo. You'd have to be blind and deaf to miss the changes in his body and the hitch to his breathing.
Actually, I was in much the same situation.
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Post by Maric du Verais on Jun 28, 2009 23:46:55 GMT -5
I almost didn't hear what she said, I mean I heard it, but it was in and out and I was leaning forward to steal the last kiss for only Elua knew when. I cupped the back of her head and kissed her hard, desperate and passionate as I shifted to one knee. I was raised above her a little, my hand coming to rest on the other side of her shoulder for a fraction of a moment before I broke the kiss, breathing hard. I pushed myself away from her and sat on the other side of the carriage. "Arrrg!" I growled as I ran both my hands through my hair in a frustrated fashion and then leaned forward, my head ducked as I leaned my elbows on my knees and took deep shaking breaths. I then inhaled deeply and sat up to look at her, my hand on my knees. "I'm just going to sit over here." I said with a little embarassed smile as I then reached down and adjusted my breeches at little to accomodate my swelling member. Gods, I would be going straight to the bathing chambers for a little self gratification and cold bath. I was thankful for the slowing pace of the carriage, feeling the bittersweet tug of being parted from Lillianne.
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Lillianne Prévost
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Post by Lillianne Prévost on Jul 2, 2009 23:28:19 GMT -5
I almost gasped when he kissed me again, for he was so quick to press his lips to mine again. But it wasn't just that. It was the hand on the back of my head, the hard press of his lips like he wanted to consume me, the desperation in his eyes as he tore himself away. My lips felt bruised by that one hard caress.
I sat there, breathing hard, sure that I was looking as stunned as I felt. This carriage ride was a turning point in our relationship, that was clear, and I was still trying to catch up with it all. Gods, what am I going to tell Uncle Azriel? I know myself, I'm going to blush every time I see Maric. Even Azriel isn't that blind.
"Now you know how I feel," I told him, managing a teasing smile. Oh I wanted him now, wanted him in a way that I had wanted so few others. But this was all too quick. Damn it. Even with the clarity of want, I couldn't act on it now, even with wine in my blood. I needed to think. "Well, sort of."
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Post by Maric du Verais on Jul 2, 2009 23:37:25 GMT -5
I managed a wider smile at her comment, but it didn't manage to do anything for the stiffness in my breeches and I turned to look out the window for a moment. Gods she was beautiful, and my heart raced with urgent need. But strangely enough I wasn't ready... I mean I was ready, but I wanted what I had always wanted. I wanted to show her the kindness I could give her, I wanted a private night, just she and I, a special dinner and time alone. That what was more desirable to me then just a stolen moment in a carriage.
After a moment I was able to pull back at looked at her seriously, the words that had been sitting on the tip of my tongue. "When... when will I see you again?" I asked and then chuckled. "I mean I see you everyday, but... you know. I'd like to spend some time with you, may be take you to the book shoppe or something." I shrugged as I looked at her with a half smile, suddenly nervous and not thinking about how much I wanted to be with her, but thinking about her saying no.
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Lillianne Prévost
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Post by Lillianne Prévost on Jul 3, 2009 1:01:05 GMT -5
His words were serious, and I responded in kind, even as I tried to calm my pounding heart. "My Ruskovian tutor isn't coming Friday afternoon, he has a wedding to attend," I replied without thinking it through. Then I stopped and held up my hand. "Are we hiding this?" I didn't need to say who we were hiding this from. But I needed to know what he was thinking concerning Azriel. I needed to know exactly how serious Maric really was.
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Post by Maric du Verais on Jul 3, 2009 1:04:35 GMT -5
I had been already planning out things in my head when she spoke of her tutor not being around. But my thoughts were quickly haulted as I leaned forward to looked at her, my face some what questioning. Are we hiding this?! I knitted my brows as I looked at her and frowned. "I'm not sure, you tell me. Would Azriel praise us, or skin us if he finds out?" It was an honest question. I didn't mind telling her uncle, I was prepared to deal with the consequence, but I'd prefer to make it out alive and knowing what his reaction might be would help me decide how fast we should say something to him.
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Post by Lillianne Prévost on Jul 3, 2009 2:10:36 GMT -5
"I suppose," I started, then swallowed, realizing what I was about to say. "I suppose it would depend on us. How... how serious we were," I said, past him so that I could still see his reaction but not have to meet his gaze. "Maybe we shouldn't tell him until... until we figure it out."
The carriage finally rolled to a stop, and a servant opened the door to the cab. I inwardly blessed the driver for his timing, for the conversation had gotten too serious too quickly. I stepped out and then waited for Maric to join me on solid ground. I didn't want to hide this from Uncle Azriel, but I also didn't want to worry him over something that wasn't going to go anywhere. But even with my thoughts churning hard in my mind, I didn't miss the footman noticing my flushed cheeks and red lips. I had to hide a smile at the speculative look in his eyes. There were already rumours about Maric and I, one more wasn't going to change anything.
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Post by Maric du Verais on Jul 3, 2009 11:06:46 GMT -5
Damn it! Before I could speak we came to a gliding hault and Lilli exited the carriage. I took one last deep breath, my member back to normal, as I straightened myself and then stepped out of the carriage after her. The foot man gave me a bit of a strange look and I gave him a smile, unsure at what the look was all about. As far as I was concerned I was going to act like nothing had happened, at least in front of the help. I turned to Lilli and offered my arm to her. After she took it I led her toward the door. stopping just short of it to turn to her.
"You know, you're right, nothings really going on at the moment." I said softly, my voice lowered enough so that staff couldn't hear me, but not to much that I was whispering. "When it comes down to it, we're just... getting to know each other." I smiled softly and reached up to brush my finger tips across her brow. The movement came so simply that it wasn't till after that I realized it might have been seen as inapropriate by any one watching. It made my heart leap never the less, and my blood was easily stirring to excitement with just a mere touch. "Permit me to," I shrugged a little. "Court you... in a sense. Lets just give us a chance to be comfortable with this. And if it turns into something serious then we say something, if not, theres no point to tell him anything." I wanted to lean in and kiss her, but realized that would probably not do anything for us either. At least this time I was able to stop myself from doing something that could warrent gossip or worse.
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Post by Lillianne Prévost on Jul 3, 2009 14:58:42 GMT -5
I blushed at the simple touch, and it caused my heart to race again. Get ahold of yourself Lilli. It's the wine talking, he's just another boy. No need to get all excited.
But somewhere deep within me, I knew I was lying to myself.
"I don't object to getting to know each other better," I said, then blushed harder when I realized how my words could be interpreted. "Not like... oh, you know what I mean. But I agree, let's not concern him now. I don't want him sending you back to Kusheth just yet." My eyes had lowered at his touch, but now I looked at his face, a little smile tugging the corners of my mouth.
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Post by Maric du Verais on Jul 3, 2009 15:03:07 GMT -5
My heart lept, I couldn't help it, her words sent my head spinning with joy as I watched her blush to beautifully. I grinned at it, unable to hide what I was feeling. Oh Elua! What was I feeling?
"Alright, then its settled." I said softly. "And Friday it is." I added with a little whisper and chuckled. "Lunch perhaps, shopping at the market?" I was eager to be alone with her, not just because I wanted the chance to kiss her, to touch her as if she were mine to touch, but just to be with her and know her.
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Post by Lillianne Prévost on Jul 5, 2009 16:49:54 GMT -5
I felt all muddled. I wanted so much for him to smile like that, it made things low in my body tighten with anticipation, but I knew that this wasn't me. Or perhaps this was me, when I let my guard down, when I stopped reading into everyone's motive.
"All right," I agreed shyly, squeezing his arm lightly where I held him. See, muddled! I was no good at this. I had friends, and anyone who had crossed the line, didn't like it. Except Jean. Maybe he had changed me, let me see that it could be fun, that I could stop before we went too far. Maybe he had let me say yes to Maric now.
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Post by Maric du Verais on Jul 6, 2009 11:36:32 GMT -5
I wanted to kiss her, so badly, I wanted to kiss her a bit more roughly, urgently with tongue and teeth and lips. Gods she made me feel like a wild man! I settled for sighing contently, also knowing that I would be soon in my room and able to please myself to relieve the tension.
"Alright." I said softly and then turned us toward the door. We walked silently till I reached it and opened the door letting her pass in before I followed after. Once inside I closed the door and turned to her. "I had a wonderful evening Lilli," I said softly. "Thank you for accompaning me, you made the night that much better." I smiled widely and leaned in, my lips pressing to the warm soft flesh of her cheek as I kissed her.... Perhaps I little longer then was suitable.... But then pulled back. "Sleep well." I had to make my escape, it was now or never and my member was threatening to rise once more. I needed to put solid wood between us or I would do something very ungentlemanly. "Goodnight." I said finally then took steady strides and began to bound up the stairs, offering one last smiling look to Lilli before I disapeared to the second floor. With that I headed to my room.
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Post by Lillianne Prévost on Jul 6, 2009 12:02:26 GMT -5
"Good night Maric," I called up to him before he disappeared upstairs. I wanted so badly just to lean back against the door. Revel in the remembrance of his kisses, press my hand to where the skin of my cheek still tingled. But the front hall was certainly too public a place to do such things. Instead I headed upstairs as well, at a more sedate pace.
I passed by his doorway and almost stopped. But we were both far too heated right now, and if he invited me in and closed the door behind me, I didn't know if I would protest. So I forced my steps to speed up until I was in my own room. Alone, I flung myself on my bed and began to undress as I laid there. And if my hands and imagination wandered, no one else was there to witness it.
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